I’m wasting my summer with shit that doesn’t even matter. Then again, my whole life is one big thing that doesn’t really matter, but I get on with it like I do at school, which happens to be the biggest thing that doesn’t actually matter.
Nothing means anything, and I just can’t figure out what does or will. My only hope is to chug along in school- which for the immediate future means reading a sexist/racist book from the 1700s and praying I find a decent science fair project in time. I wish I didn’t like drawing or watching t.v., because those are my biggest wastes of time right there. I also wish I didn’t hate reading, because it seems easier in the long run just to read/study 24/7.
Some people love to tell me to go to art college, but everyone I’ve heard of that’s gone there claims it to be just another. waste. of. time. Not to mention the time it takes to pay off the time spent in any college.
I just don’t have enough time, and no time to figure out what to do with with the time I have.